This is me
I use to have the strange feeling when everithing goes fine that this will not take very long. This must be the reason why I try to keep a certain state of neutrality towards what is happening in my life, because this is the only way to avoid troubles. It is very hard for me to keep this state as I want to feel around me happiness. I want to jump like this or higher, to ride a horse, swim by aquaplane, travel in time and see the the future. I want to discuss with Hans and Amanda on my favorite pictures from the bar. Yesterday we had to meet, but something else appeared and the meeting didn't take place. How I want to live with no worries at least a year only laing on the sand watching the clouds. This is me...
